Sometimes I feel so stifled Frozen And unseen . . I lay awake at night Pondering ... What does it all mean?
Late Night Thoughts Of An Anxious Person
Step Away From It All
Sometimes My brain thinks so much My heart worries so much I wish I could step away from it all.... And breathe
Jenga
I wish I could make it stop I do It’s like Playing jenga Trying to figure out the puzzle when it was already whole to begin with Every piece A clue that I must pull out and dissect poking holes through my own logic Seeing through my own thoughts Piling on top of each other ... Continue Reading →
A World Surrounded Her That Was Always Somehow Unreachable
I looked her in the eye And I told her how amazing she was I told her she was beautiful I told her she was special All she heard was Her face lacked angles All she felt was the way her tears fell from her eyes At any hint of emotion How she always... Continue Reading →
My Hope Is that You Also Love Me For The Changes I Bring
I hear the “pitter-patter” Of the rain outside Not long ago The sun Stared with an intensity Of a loyal wife Who has laid eyes on her husband Being a tad less than that How labile this world is I curse it But then I see a reflection of myself For I am the sun... Continue Reading →
Little Did He Know
He said to me “You are being explosive ” Little did he know, There was a tornado inside me that I was holding back from being released. He said to me “You are teetering on the edge” Little did he know, I tip-toed the tight-walk for miles before I got here He doesn’t know I... Continue Reading →
When The Anxiety Hits Me
"We can comprehend your hurt, but we can also be your rock, because we have already faced a million thunderstorms within us and we know how to stand strong. "
Countdown To The NCLEX
For those of you that don’t know what the NCLEX is, it is a giant test that stands between you and your dream of being a nurse. It is a test to verify that you have enough knowledge in that pretty little noggin’ of yours to provide safe and quality care to your patients. It... Continue Reading →
All I Ask
All I ask Is that when I am in my darkest hour You remain my light When I have no words For what aches inside me And tears fall without reason Don't turn to anger Don't question my love for you My love for you does not wane But All I ask Is that when... Continue Reading →
Coffee to my anxiety
You are the coffee to my anxiety You Syrupy sweet Masked by the product that brings most life Awakening aroma You Are exactly what I need To pick me up When I am dragging on the ground Yet you Bring on the palpitations You Give me a pit in my stomach Maybe butterflies Maybe fear... Continue Reading →
Dating Someone with Anxiety
-A boyfriend's Advice On a different post, I will dive into details about my journey with anxiety, but right now I feel like this is a post I really want to make. What I want to say from the start is that, I am also new to anxiety, in the sense that, my awareness of... Continue Reading →
The war between what I “believe” to be true
via Daily Prompt: Believe Believe The war between what I believe to be true And what my demons whisper Take my faith on a whirlwind roller coaster I am sorry that I hurt you That I take your love And your care That I take your gentle caress And each inch of effort that you... Continue Reading →
When you think you see me
When she comes It may be indistinguishable to you You glance at me And I smile back in return Not one dew drop on my skin You imagine to yourself what kind of life I may have You imagine the cupcakes I must eat for dinner You imagine the sugar and spice I must sprinkle... Continue Reading →
And her name is …..
You run rampant Like a storytelling tinker bell Fluttering around my ear Beautiful maleficent The tulle off your tutu Making me sneeze As it grazes my nose But I can't see when I sneeze Eyes closed shut Head down I could crash a car If I sneeze when driving I could trip on the sidewalk... Continue Reading →
Broken pieces
I am more than just my pieces Every little broken piece, Every jagged edge A slice of a finger At the touch of my skin I am more than just my pieces I can't yearn for you to glue me together I can not look at you as though your job is to Make me... Continue Reading →
