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  • November 15, 2018December 30, 2018

    When You Saw The World As Beautiful

    When you saw the world as beautiful then watched it tear right down the seams Nothing is ever as beautiful As you hoped for it to be

  • August 11, 2018October 8, 2018

    He Is My Full Moon, He shines Bright For Me

    “Masochist!” you scream It’s the only definition you could think of For the reason she stays there, Unmoved “Must be some kind of pleasure she gets” You think, “to be teased as she does” You watch her Looking up at the dreams she has built Heart growing with each pump Practically glowing from her chest […]

  • October 12, 2017November 21, 2018

    Heart full of Tangled Emotions

    how do you know you’re in love? with a head full of jumbled up thoughts and a heart stuffed with tangled emotions where does the thinking stop? where do the feelings begin? to feel as though- as though – and there I go…. not even knowing how to finish that sentence not being able to […]

  • October 8, 2017October 8, 2018

    When you think you see me

    When she comes It may be indistinguishable to you You glance at me And I smile back in return Not one dew drop on my skin You imagine to yourself what kind of life I may have You imagine the cupcakes I must eat for dinner You imagine the sugar and spice I must sprinkle […]

  • September 22, 2017November 20, 2018

    And her name is …..

    You run rampant Like a storytelling tinker bell Fluttering around my ear Beautiful maleficent The tulle off your tutu Making me sneeze As it grazes my nose But I can’t see when I sneeze Eyes closed shut Head down I could crash a car If I sneeze when driving I could trip on the sidewalk […]

  • June 17, 2017October 8, 2018

    I may be nothing but a stranger

    To the girl I met today, I want you to know, that I feel your torment.   In the way that you evade my eyes in the way that your eyes gloss over   with the pink tinge of a girl that has cried from the full of the moon till it blessed us with […]

  • April 11, 2017October 8, 2018

    Rediscovery

    This was also written on September 27 2016  The end of my last relationship heightened all kinds of insecurities.  “why wasn’t I good enough? why didn’t he want me?” I felt, unattractive, I felt, unwanted.  When I found myself on a dance floor and it brought back the feelings of happiness, and loving myself, and […]

  • March 21, 2017November 20, 2018

    Don’t lift me up to drop me 

    I wrote this poem September 27, 2016 I had found a happiness  but  with the same breath of this poem, and the fear of losing the love, I eventually let my anxiety tear apart what had become amazing. Don’t you lift me up to drop me… Don’t you dare fill me to the brim just […]

April 2, 2021

He Bulldozed His Way Through Life

March 30, 2021April 2, 2021

NEVER SILENCE THE MADNESS POETRY PROMPT “Bête Noir”

March 29, 2021March 30, 2021

Love Made Them Foolish, Nonsensical Lunatics 

March 26, 2021

The Universe is an IMPLACABLE Thing

March 24, 2021

Midnight Bayou by Nora Roberts

March 24, 2021April 2, 2021

NEVER SILENCE THE MADNESS POETRY PROMPT “Asinine” 

February 5, 2021

My 2020 Reading List

December 24, 2020April 2, 2021

NEVER SILENCE THE MADNESS POETRY PROMPT “IMPLACABLE” 

December 24, 2020December 25, 2020

She Wondered if He Ever Spoke of Her Like That

December 17, 2020

The Petals of the Rose I Am Born

December 16, 2020December 16, 2020

The Invisible Life of Addie Larue by V.E. Schwab

December 16, 2020

You Saw a Pretty Thing and You Wanted to Break it

December 15, 2020April 2, 2021

Never Silence The Madness Poetry Prompt “ERUDITE”

December 15, 2020

Hollow Smiles

December 1, 2020

I Became a Person That I Did Not Recognize

November 27, 2020

You Came Into My Life When I Needed to Be Loved

November 25, 2020

Little Seed Planted in My Heart

November 24, 2020

Delusions of Grandeur

November 23, 2020

Falling Toward a Ground that was Never Meant to Catch You

November 22, 2020

Not Sure What To Think…

November 11, 2020

In My Darkest Moments, I Have Still been Someone’s light

November 10, 2020

Stunned at Your Vacuity

August 3, 2020

Pit Stops

June 26, 2020

I Can’t Unsee It Now

June 23, 2020

Adieu

June 22, 2020

Late Night Thoughts Of An Anxious Person

June 21, 2020

You Will Be Just As Happy As Me

June 18, 2020

Emergency Room War Zone

June 17, 2020

I Hope You Are Dancing In Your Sleep

June 15, 2020

I Saw The Way You Looked At Him

June 13, 2020

Who Are We?

June 10, 2020

She Loved Until She Lost Herself

June 8, 2020

It’s Where Your Compass Leads You

June 8, 2020

The Bridge Between Our Souls

June 7, 2020

Where Were You ?

June 6, 2020

How Dare You

June 5, 2020

I Saw The Hate In Your Eyes

June 5, 2020

We Were Meant For Different Loves

June 1, 2020

Back To A Time

May 31, 2020

I Can’t Be Mad At You

May 29, 2020

You Are No Longer Mine

May 28, 2020

That Could Be Me

May 27, 2020

Step Away From It All

May 27, 2020May 27, 2020

Jenga

May 26, 2020

With All My Heart

May 26, 2020

You Aren’t My Type

May 25, 2020

So, This is What it Feels Like…

May 23, 2020

2020

May 20, 2020May 20, 2020

A World Surrounded Her That Was Always Somehow Unreachable

May 20, 2020

My Hope Is that You Also Love Me For The Changes I Bring

May 19, 2020

A Few Words I Know I’ll Never Hear

May 18, 2020

Soaked In The Salty Air

May 15, 2020

On Most Days

May 14, 2020

My Fear

May 9, 2020

That Much I Know

April 30, 2020

At The End Of a Very Dark Road

October 10, 2019

Sometimes

September 11, 2019

Green With Envy

September 11, 2019

I Probably Shouldn’t Say This

August 22, 2019

We Are All Just Fireflies

June 30, 2019

You Thought She Was Your Salvation

May 16, 2019October 9, 2019

This Fickle Heart Of Mine

May 16, 2019

Isn’t It Curious

May 14, 2019May 14, 2019

The Thorns On My Salvation

May 14, 2019

Meanwhile

May 14, 2019May 14, 2019

A Flowered Crown Upon My Head

May 14, 2019

“If She Loves You, She Can be Any Kind Of Tornado She Wants” -Fitz

May 4, 2019

Little Did He Know

April 11, 2019

My Hands Are Your Hands

April 7, 2019

When The Anxiety Hits Me

February 12, 2019February 12, 2019

I Wish I Would Have Jumped Up As Soon As I Remembered

February 12, 2019February 14, 2019

My Heart Hurts From All the Things I Can’t Do With You Mother

February 11, 2019

Self Love is Where Mirrors Do Not Exist

February 8, 2019February 8, 2019

Angels Show Up in the Most Random Places

January 13, 2019

I Love That…

January 4, 2019January 4, 2019

12 Month Challenge

January 3, 2019

As Christmas Came and Went, I Really Missed My Mommy

January 2, 2019

Sometimes

January 2, 2019

Underneath the Billowing Sea

December 31, 2018

Where is this place I want to see ?

December 30, 2018

Finally!!! We Win!!!

December 29, 2018

The Battle of Feeling Beautiful Enough For a Picture

November 15, 2018December 30, 2018

When You Saw The World As Beautiful

November 7, 2018November 30, 2018

She Said Your Name Yesterday

November 5, 2018

This Wasn’t Her First Time

October 25, 2018

Excuse My Crazy

October 25, 2018

It’s OFFICIAL!

October 10, 2018

Countdown To The NCLEX

September 11, 2018

My Heart In Pieces

September 6, 2018September 6, 2018

John Doe

August 18, 2018December 30, 2018

Do Not Let That Monster Out

August 13, 2018August 13, 2018

All Of A Sudden I Hear Your Voice

August 11, 2018October 8, 2018

He Is My Full Moon, He shines Bright For Me

August 11, 2018August 11, 2018

Pit In My Stomach, Where It Seems My Heart Has found a New Home

August 6, 2018

What I Really Wish, Is To Have You

June 22, 2018

She Told Me To Love Myself For Who I Am

May 14, 2018June 22, 2018

Forgive me

May 14, 2018June 22, 2018

It was Beautiful when you played it out in my head

April 29, 2018December 9, 2018

Life will not stop for a life lost

April 28, 2018April 28, 2018

The sight that my eyes behold

March 23, 2018

He makes me feel beautiful

March 23, 2018

Birthday Cake

March 12, 2018March 23, 2018

somewhere deep inside of me

March 12, 2018September 20, 2018

Goodbye : In One Word, a Whole Life is Erased

March 10, 2018April 26, 2018

What is it that haunts you, boy?

March 8, 2018September 20, 2018

Uncompromising

March 8, 2018September 20, 2018

Fact

March 8, 2018March 23, 2018

Goodbye

February 10, 2018November 29, 2018

Puzzled – one word prompt

February 9, 2018March 23, 2018

The chaos calms me

February 9, 2018March 23, 2018

All I Ask

February 9, 2018February 9, 2018

Coffee to my anxiety

February 9, 2018February 9, 2018

contemplations of a girl with a broken heart …

February 9, 2018April 26, 2018

Seeing the lost in his eyes

December 23, 2017

Crescent Moon

December 23, 2017

I guess I have some soul searching to do

December 10, 2017

I may be nothing but a stranger

October 19, 2017

When you think you see me

October 18, 2017

Don’t lift me up to drop me 

October 14, 2017

Dating Someone with Anxiety

October 13, 2017

I’m sorry that I Hate Her

October 13, 2017October 13, 2017

We are all Liars to some Extent

October 12, 2017

Words Running through my Fingertips

October 12, 2017November 21, 2018

Heart full of Tangled Emotions

October 12, 2017

Howl in hysterics

October 12, 2017

I dance my way onward

October 12, 2017December 1, 2018

Woman Scorned

October 12, 2017October 12, 2017

Goals for 2018

October 11, 2017October 11, 2017

Hydration at its Finest

October 10, 2017

Tame Me

October 10, 2017December 18, 2018

The war between what I “believe” to be true

October 8, 2017October 9, 2017

Lost Hills

October 8, 2017October 8, 2018

When you think you see me

September 22, 2017November 20, 2018

And her name is …..

June 17, 2017October 14, 2017

Broken pieces

June 17, 2017October 8, 2018

I may be nothing but a stranger

June 17, 2017October 10, 2017

Dimples, deep as the oceans

April 11, 2017October 8, 2018

Rediscovery

March 21, 2017November 20, 2018

Don’t lift me up to drop me 

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THE UNIVERSE IS AN IMPLACABLE THING
A few months ago, I started a book club, on FB called NEVER SILENCE THE MAD READER. As I was reading this particular book, our first book of the club, I realized it had so many large words that I had to look up. This was a very discouraging realization because in high school, I had so much pride in myself for being an avid reader. As an adult, I didn’t get the chance to read as much, but I didn’t think my vocabulary was as limited as it was. By the end of the first book, I chalked it up to the book itself. I mean, it was called “Special Topics in Calamity physics”, what else was I going to expect?
All she wanted was to feel his finger tips
I am defeated
You Saw a Pretty Thing and You Wanted to Break it
Hollow Smiles
“I Became a Person That I Did Not Recognize”
You came into my life when I was lost
“Little Seed Planted in My Heart”
“Delusions of Grandeur”
“Falling toward a ground that was never meant to catch you”
So, a few weeks ago, I had a dream about my mom for the first time in a while. There wasn’t a storyline, just a bunch of flashes. Random scenes and a general overall feeling of panic. The entire dream, all I felt was dread. I had no idea why I hadn’t talked to my mom in a while. I was so confused, wondering why in the world I felt like I hadn’t talked to my mom in a long time. I had flashes at my childhood home, watching my dad change a baby diaper, at Zumba dancing in front of the mirror, at a large property searching for my car, I felt like I was running around trying to figure out how to to talk to my mom again. I was trying to figure out, what app, what her username was, making an account. I just frantically wanted to talk to her.
Today, I was honored to be presented with the DAISY award at my job. It is an award to thank nurses for their compassion and skill. You are nominated by patients, their family members, staff, or anyone that experiences or observes your extraordinary compassionate care.
We spent the night together
I can trace back the memories
My aunt just sent me this picture of the one and only time I went “snowboarding” ..... the reality = I held someone’s hands the entire lesson and boot scooted my way down the entire hill. 😓
I looked out into the world
She told him

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